My heart feels so much right now. It is full

I now know that I can once again feel

Feel what it is like to love… to be in love… to expect… to hope… to connect

So strange, but so familiar

I have been numb for so long

Going through the motions

Mumbling the words as they should be said

Broken

I did not know how to handle this at first.

But I find myself looking out for…

For what?

For whom?

I don’t know

But I keep looking…

Waiting has forced me to grow in Faith

Hoping has given me the strength to keep fighting

But now Love…

This is a New terrain that I must learn to navigate

In it all, I will just keep my gaze focused on Him who has said to me

“I will never leave you nor forsake you” [Deuteronomy 31:6].