My heart is just…
I don’t know
I don’t know how to feel
I am feeling so much right now…
I don’t know
How am I to handle this?
My heart feels so much right now. It is full
I now know that I can once again feel
Feel what it is like to love… to be in love… to expect… to hope… to connect
So strange, but so familiar
I have been numb for so long
Going through the motions
Mumbling the words as they should be said
Broken
I did not know how to handle this at first.
But I find myself looking out for…
For what?
For whom?
I don’t know
But I keep looking…
Waiting has forced me to grow in Faith
Hoping has given me the strength to keep fighting
But now Love…
This is a New terrain that I must learn to navigate
In it all, I will just keep my gaze focused on Him who has said to me
“I will never leave you nor forsake you” [Deuteronomy 31:6].
In Him alone, I rest secure.